This year has been a doozy so far. However, by far GOD has been showing out and showing me that He indeed is the only one I can count on to be there forever and always. I finally accepted the call to ministry and have been in classes at my church New Birth Christian Ministries where Pastor Yaves Ellis Sr. is our new Pastor and Bishop Kenneth Moore Sr. is our founder. It was a long time coming, yet I am here accepting the responsibility that this service ensues.
Years ago, there was a prophecy given over my life to be a great teacher. I believed then, however did not act on it and lived my life. Yet and still, God kept me. Through it all, even when the devil tried to kill me in a car accident in 2003, again in a marriage that led to a divorce due to my ex-husband's narcissism and abuse, and even when I was a young girl, I survived CSA. I am standing today and walking in the calling that God had prepared for me to edify His people.
My talent and gift of writing has been used to bring people closer to God and introduce those who don't know Him to his ever-present love. Now, though I will be using my voice to witness to the people more often. The testimony of my life is an astounding example of how much God really does love even the least of them. I can stand flat footed and tell you the truth. I wasn't always this happy and full of joy. Once upon a time I was so full of darkness and despair I tried to commit suicide on more than one occasion and because I wasn't successful at that, I used my body for all the wrong things because I was broken.
But in my brokenness, the Lord still had His hand on me. He allowed me to be in that mess because He knew I would become His mouthpiece for just how good He really is. So, I will continue to shout it out that God is Jehovah Rapha, Jehovah Jireh, Jehovah Shalom and He alone is WORTHY TO BE PRAISED!